The Release Retreat

July 23-26, 2026 | Summit County, Colorado

It’s time to release the pattern of perfectionism, needing to be the strong one, and being vigilantly aware of everyone else’s “stuff.” At this 4-day in-person retreat, we’ll play in the Colorado mountains to release the “Birth Mother Imprint” that’s been anchoring Struggle in your life. You’ll receive the “Earth Mother Vitality” in return.

The retreat will feel less like “deep healing work”

…and more like “my body finally gets to stop working so hard.”

That’s where the release happens naturally.

 

The Value Inside Your Long Weekend

Here's everything included in your Release Retreat experience:

Plus the luxury container that makes all of this possible:

Total Value: $9500+

Your Investment:

$4997

Imagine This…

You’re tucked into a luxury log cabin mansion in Summit County, Colorado. Pine trees, mountain air, and a circle of feminine-forward people who finally understand what it costs to always be the one holding it together.

The hot tub bubbles under a sky full of stars. The fire pit glows as you feed the flames what you’re no longer willing to carry. And for the first time in a long time, no one needs anything from you.

This is where you meet the Mother Imprint Pattern. Not with more analysis, but with your whole body.

Through Play, your nervous system remembers what safety and joy feel like when they’re not earned. Through Drum Journey, the analytical mind finally steps aside, and what’s been stored beneath the surface gets to move. In Ceremony, old grief finds shape, meaning, and a real ending. And in Talking Circles, you are witnessed. Fully, without anyone trying to fix you.

This isn’t about becoming stronger. You’ve been strong enough for long enough.

This is about discovering what becomes possible when you stop carrying what was never yours to carry in the first place.

By the end of this long weekend, you won’t just feel lighter. You’ll know, at a bone-deep level, that you are allowed to take up space, rest in your own body, and lead from there.

Imagine This…

You’re tucked into a luxury log cabin mansion in Summit County, Colorado. Pine trees, mountain air, and a circle of feminine-forward people who finally understand what it costs to always be the one holding it together.

The hot tub bubbles under a sky full of stars. The fire pit glows as you feed the flames what you’re no longer willing to carry. And for the first time in a long time, no one needs anything from you.

This is where you meet the Mother Imprint Pattern. Not with more analysis, but with your whole body.

Through Play, your nervous system remembers what safety and joy feel like when they’re not earned. Through Drum Journey, the analytical mind finally steps aside, and what’s been stored beneath the surface gets to move. In Ceremony, old grief finds shape, meaning, and a real ending. And in Talking Circles, you are witnessed. Fully, without anyone trying to fix you.

This isn’t about becoming stronger. You’ve been strong enough for long enough.

This is about discovering what becomes possible when you stop carrying what was never yours to carry in the first place.

By the end of this long weekend, you won’t just feel lighter. You’ll know, at a bone-deep level, that you are allowed to take up space, rest in your own body, and lead from there.

The transformation you’re moving from:

  • Hypervigilant to at rest
  • Carrying everyone’s emotional weight to only carrying your own
  • Proving your worth through strength to being enough without doing anything
  • Armored to permeable (in a safe way, for the first time)
  • Alone in your knowing to witnessed and held

What you get during the retreat (experiential value):

  • A body that finally feels safe enough to let down
  • Grief that has been living in your chest actually moving through and out
  • Your mind getting quiet for long enough to hear yourself
  • Being in a room where no one needs you to hold it together
  • Laughter, play, and lightness you didn’t have to earn

What you leave with (transformation value):

  • You know which weight is yours and which isn’t
  • You can feel your own edges again
  • The pattern has a name, a shape, and now a before/after
  • You’re not fixed. You’re freer.

The transformation you’re moving from:

  • Hypervigilant to at rest
  • Carrying everyone’s emotional weight to only carrying your own
  • Proving your worth through strength to being enough without doing anything
  • Armored to permeable (in a safe way, for the first time)
  • Alone in your knowing to witnessed and held

What you get during the retreat (experiential value):

  • A body that finally feels safe enough to let down
  • Grief that has been living in your chest actually moving through and out
  • Your mind getting quiet for long enough to hear yourself
  • Being in a room where no one needs you to hold it together
  • Laughter, play, and lightness you didn’t have to earn

What you leave with (transformation value):

  • You know which weight is yours and which isn’t
  • You can feel your own edges again
  • The pattern has a name, a shape, and now a before/after
  • You’re not fixed. You’re freer.

When the doctors were baffled and normal remedies didn’t work, I contacted Amanda.

She could track the true cause of my anaphylaxis, provide calming clarity. And within hours, with her energy healing support from a thousand miles away, the swelling dissipated, the panic subsided, and I could sleep.

Amanda has a true gift as a medical intuitive, plus she can provide palpable healing immediately. In a time of limited access to good attentive care, I can’t think of anything more valuable.

MELLISSA SEAMAN

When the doctors were baffled and normal remedies didn’t work, I contacted Amanda.

She could track the true cause of my anaphylaxis, provide calming clarity. And within hours, with her energy healing support from a thousand miles away, the swelling dissipated, the panic subsided, and I could sleep.

Amanda has a true gift as a medical intuitive, plus she can provide palpable healing immediately. In a time of limited access to good attentive care, I can’t think of anything more valuable.

MELLISSA SEAMAN

About Amanda

I know what it’s like to be the one who holds it all together.

For years, I was the woman who achieved her way through everything. I designed systems for NASA. Spacecraft interiors. Specialized systems for submarines and prisons. I was a Division I and II NCAA athlete. I was competent, capable, and completely armored.

And underneath all of it, I was exhausted in a way that no accomplishment could touch.

Here’s the truth: I didn’t become a Medical Intuitive. I was born into it.

Growing up, I learned early that it was my job to keep things smooth. I became the good girl. The peacekeeper. Vigilantly attuned to everyone else’s emotional state, making myself helpful enough, agreeable enough, good enough to keep the peace. My needs always came last. Receiving help felt wrong. Rest felt like a risk I couldn’t afford.

I didn’t have a word for it then. But I was living the Mother Imprint Pattern from the time I was small.

The collapse came later — when my body finally said enough. And that was the moment I stopped using my gifts to manage everyone else and turned them toward myself for the first time.

That’s when everything changed. I created the Cosmic Sensitive Map System to give this pattern a name, a map, and a way through. It has since helped hundreds of high-achieving women reclaim their health, clarity, and themselves.

I bring all of it to the Release Retreat — the engineering mind that wants proof and precision, and the intuitive heart that knows the body doesn’t lie. You don’t have to choose between being smart and being sensitive here. Neither do I.

If you’ve never been in a room where someone truly gets the particular exhaustion of being you, this is that room.

About Holly

Holly has worked in healing and spirituality since 2008. While her daily work is as a Licensed Clinical Social Worker, ultimately she exists at the intersection of priestess and trashpanda. Holly’s supportive presence is playful, practical, and sacred. Nothing lights her up like bearing witness to people embracing and embodying their inherent strength.

About Amanda

I know what it’s like to be the one who holds it all together.

For years, I was the woman who achieved her way through everything. I designed systems for NASA. Spacecraft interiors. Specialized systems for submarines and prisons. I was a Division I and II NCAA athlete. I was competent, capable, and completely armored.

And underneath all of it, I was exhausted in a way that no accomplishment could touch.

Here’s the truth: I didn’t become a Medical Intuitive. I was born into it.

Growing up, I learned early that it was my job to keep things smooth. I became the good girl. The peacekeeper. Vigilantly attuned to everyone else’s emotional state, making myself helpful enough, agreeable enough, good enough to keep the peace. My needs always came last. Receiving help felt wrong. Rest felt like a risk I couldn’t afford.

I didn’t have a word for it then. But I was living the Mother Imprint Pattern from the time I was small.

The collapse came later — when my body finally said enough. And that was the moment I stopped using my gifts to manage everyone else and turned them toward myself for the first time.

That’s when everything changed. I created the Cosmic Sensitive Map System to give this pattern a name, a map, and a way through. It has since helped hundreds of high-achieving women reclaim their health, clarity, and themselves.

I bring all of it to the Release Retreat — the engineering mind that wants proof and precision, and the intuitive heart that knows the body doesn’t lie. You don’t have to choose between being smart and being sensitive here. Neither do I.

If you’ve never been in a room where someone truly gets the particular exhaustion of being you, this is that room.

About Holly

Holly has worked in healing and spirituality since 2008. While her daily work is as a Licensed Clinical Social Worker, ultimately she exists at the intersection of priestess and trashpanda. Holly’s supportive presence is playful, practical, and sacred. Nothing lights her up like bearing witness to people embracing and embodying their inherent strength.

The Journey

Pre-Retreat

Amanda is a highly intuitive healer who easily travels through the body and dimensions, finding blocks, barriers and conversing easily with the body as well as guides and angels to help the client bypass their limitations and step into their true divine light and purpose.

It was nothing short of a magical experience and I highly recommend it to everyone. As a person, Amanda is open, honest and direct which allows the client to achieve desired results without wasting time and her personality is beautifully reflected in her sessions.

Dr. Sharmeen Khan

Amanda is a highly intuitive healer who easily travels through the body and dimensions, finding blocks, barriers and conversing easily with the body as well as guides and angels to help the client bypass their limitations and step into their true divine light and purpose.

It was nothing short of a magical experience and I highly recommend it to everyone. As a person, Amanda is open, honest and direct which allows the client to achieve desired results without wasting time and her personality is beautifully reflected in her sessions.

Dr. Sharmeen Khan

Your Investment

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Ready to Release?

Join us July 23-26, 2026 in Summit County, Colorado, to soften the Mother Injury Pattern through ceremony, play, and embodiment so your nervous system can release vigilance and learn safety.

Reserve your spot now drop the weight you were never meant to carry—and come back to what’s actually yours.